You know what? I don't really feel free and good at my own home. I see how people live in other places and i realise that my own life is pretty boring. I certainly do not want to quit, but i'm sad. I mean, i have amazing grades in college, i have a girlfriend, friends, but the enviroment is awful. Bad air, rude people, a bad working "system" and such. I am from Russia and you can probably understand how hard it is to live here and talk to people. I am saving money to move to japan or finland because it's waaay better there. USA? I was actually considering this country, i mean i would just visit it, but not LIVE. I would much rather live in japan because of the kind people and great technologies. It's pretty hard to move out to another country because you'll probably be called a coward and traitor of your own people. I don't care. When i'm 20 i will move out as fast as i can because of the oppression i experince in my hometown.

Thanks for reading my thoughts and (probably) understanding my feelings.

Blenxo